I’m such a shit person to everyone because I’m so mad at myself. I’m fucking pathetic.

I wanted so badly to go lie down next to him, to just hold him. Feel complete. I wanted to look into his eyes and get lost, feel like everything would be okay. We’d just lie there. But shit. Who am I kidding, I’m just me. No one.

My ex boyfriend calls me and gives me a ‘warning call’ then chucks a brick through my window, lucky i wasn’t in my bed or id be dead. That’s pretty low.. Now i have to fork out $200